Thursday, January 31, 2008
i tried. selalu tidak jadi. soooo geram already.
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
为什么现在拿她走? ? 没有想到将有这样快:(
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9:13 PM
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all of a sudden again.... something is not right!!
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8:37 PM
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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
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3:48 PM
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i know i very rasa:)
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3:36 PM
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I did this!!! hahahahahahahaha!
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3:09 AM
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
it's sad but i'm proud of myself... i don't care what people say. i don't care what people think. i dont wanna care anymore. 'no one can make me feel inferior without my permission.'* love you PRISS
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5:03 PM
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Friday, January 25, 2008
i cant wait.. i cant wait for this friday night!! hahahaha!! Esther is coming over again:) i always love the weekend here! it's when i feel soo alive. hahaha! doing things and all. yeaaa. so i always wait impatiently for the weekends during the weekdays. what to do... i really dont like my school days here. sooo noioso:D but you know. in Bck home in malaysia, i dont really like the weekends. soooo pack and lame:( wdv. and OHHH! cant wait for saturday night too..Arte is coming bck from barcelona:)
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2:06 AM
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
okay. sooo. im happy but not as happy as i was few days ago. anyway.i wanna stay happy. sesiapa yg tidak sepatutnya spoil my mood.dont. aite:) i am really dreaming away alreadyyyyy.. seriously. i wanna stay happy.priss.once a while.hahahaha.. she's not sure. i understand.
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3:07 AM
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
okayyyyy... i dah observe and all.. dah dapat conclusion alsooo. hahaha!
conclusion is. it's not for me.. mine, next week when Arte come bck. hahahaha!!
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1:59 AM
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
hahahahahaha!!! and now.. im starting to think that it's not for me. i cannot possibly be for me. there's three italian books inside. i cannot be reading it. hahahaha!! so maybe it's for someone else:) but the things i mention is inside!!! i dunnoooooo.. i'll just have to wait and see:)
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3:31 AM
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yesterday and the day before yesterday. i was with Esther. hehehe.. it's a Saturday and Sunday. so anyway. i really love my time with her. haihhh.. there's a possiblity that being with her is the most comfortable time here in italiaaaaa.besides being with my family la. hahaha! We meet up at the AFS meeting. the meeting wasnt for us actually because we are only in italia for two months. it's actually for the ones who come of a year. so anyway, we are still glad that we went. hahaha! meet the other AFS-er. love it laaaa. hahaha! play games and all. then. arte. she left to milano with my bag. sooooo. i xda baju.toothbrush and all for esok because im sleeping over at Esther's house. haihhh.. after the meeting and all. we all...like ALL of us went for a pizza. wowww.. really full. Esther's sis,eeda pick us up and bring us home. on the way, because she lives tmpt montagna like that sooooo like. got snow. and the snow on the mountains look like they are glowing under the moonlight. it's really beautiful. reallyyyyy! so the next day, esther bring me eat lunch at her grandmother's restourant. it's only walking distance away. makan, minestra.it's a pasta. not my favourite but it's esther's. she love polenta too.i dont! hahahaha! then we rush to get change for skii and so on.eeda drive us up the mountain. we didnt get to skii bcz we were too late. soooo we only guna the bob. hahahaha! lawak la. and tiringgggg. haihhh. the snow was reallyyyy nice. hahaha! malam. at 8 o izit 7, we have dinner. esther's parents and my parents. waaaawww. soo long didnt see my italia dad alreadyy. hahaha! the adults have pizza but me and esther eat pasta. hahaha! sick of pizza already. blehhh.. then at 10? we go home laaaa. but next saturday. we are going to Mantova. yay!!! i cant wait! i love the weekendsssss. with esther is really fun. can talk to her. and so on. lei e molto simpatica. hehehehe..TVB!*i do hope Esther reads this. hahaha!
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1:59 AM
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im freaking out. i dunno why im freaking out but i am! i saw this box full of stuffs. which im starting to think is for me. omg. omg. omg. omg! omg. i dunno why m i freaking out just bcz of this. goshhh. lame. they bought me the coffee maker thingy already. so cepat. and like i only ask for the piccola one but they buy me both big and small. omg. goshhhhh!! and i dunno wad else is in it. i peep into it a few times. but i wasnt sure who was it for, until now! mcm utk saya la that box. hahahahahahahaha! recently im in the mood to type instead of writing in my journal. hahaha! its not like i have this habit of writing diary or anything. but for the sake of italia. and to remember even moment of it, i write a journal. i like writing too la. not writing essay or stuffs like that. but i just like to write. write craps most of the time. in another word, it's scribbling. hehehe... i can hear a really familiar song. it's nice. but i cannot remember wad song is it. by the way, i like this song right now. it's kinda old i think, it's.... she's always a women by billy joel. im trying to play it on the piano right now. bolehlahhh. not bad. sight read only. the box!!!!freak.
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1:51 AM
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Monday, January 21, 2008
im in school. they are having informatica right now. the teacher let me go online. i cannot find msn in the computer im using. so like i blogging laaa. hehehehe... cant wait to go home!! i wanna go home. boring la in schoooool... oh!im going back to Kuching soon. hehe... and i am so glad that esther is with me here in italyyyyyyy!! love her lotssss.! i had a really great time with her. * mwa.mwah.
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6:58 PM
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not so happy anymore:( but i still cant wait for the weekendsssss...sob.
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1:57 PM
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
suddenly... all of a sudden. i actually feel like i have a life again.! peace and love people.... hahaha!i am happy. i dunno why am i happy. but im just really gembira.thinking is not always good. (im telling that one person who keep telling me that thinking is good.) thinking kept my awake last night. xdpt tdo. omg. thank God i dont hv to go to school the next day,which is today. i did not go to school two days already. bcz ale sakit. not exactly sakit sakit but just sakit headache. hahahaha!! i just feel like typing soooo.. here. hehehe... okayy. so i tried to go to sleep at ten. but i was like trying to sleep, until one pun belum tdo. sooo, i ask mummy to call me. hahaha!! lepas we talk, i go back to bed. hehe:)I need a new luggage bag. i need to buy a lot of thingssss. so called a lot lah. hahahaha!Oh God, i pray that the shops. the kedai2 will miraculously be open on Sunday. bcz kedai jarang buka on Sunday. oh. there's a visitor.mi mancate.
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3:46 AM
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
i have no idea why. on the 010108, suddenly. everyone was in the mood for Art. hahahahahaha!
End Product-----> hehehehe
Altan's, Alex's and Gianluca's.
Gianluca kill my marker. waaaaawwww...
a page of my journal. hehehe..
before
after
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3:34 AM
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Kevin seems to like science a lot. He likes doing the experiment thingy and soooo on. Mummy bought him a few books of experiments if im not wrong. bought him a telescope once too. wanted to get him the Microscope. but i forgot why tidak jadi. but anyway... Gianluca here, he also likes Science. Arte gave him a experiment book. He was so happy. so excited. he finish looking through the book then want to do an experiment. the Density2 wdv experiment. and this are pictures of him doing experiment. hahahaha! it was 11 o 12 something at night btw.
disgusting.
and. the science they learn in school. is like what we learn in secondary school. or harder than the things we learn. he is only 10(2007) btw. goshhhh.
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1:39 AM
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
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Friday, January 11, 2008
i have nothing much to do todayyyy. i think im just gonna be home all day. so saddd=[ i malas wanna upload pictures right now because i very malas wanna upload the pictures one by one.... haihhhh..! so annoying. why cant we upload many at a time?goshhh.. liza wuz being very meng.ish.kan todayyyy. me and syaq wanna kill ourself bcz of her. goshhh! soooo i heard. the ones editting our class(5sc2) page in the school mag are Marissa, Anis, Eqa, Amal, Milbert, PrisYeo & Christine and ofcourse the class monitor and the penolong la. Liza and AhJo. hmmm... i dont know wad to sayyyy but this reminds me of time form3.time funfair. us all decorating the board. hahahahaha!! time form3, the board wuz end up divided into two and both sides were decorated in two different wayyyyy.. harap2 this year you all can. i forgot whats the word. tolerate? bertolak ansur? with each other. TRY hahahahahahahahahahahaoddio.just a little more love a little more peace is all it takes to live a dreamwalk hand in hand gotta understand that one day too we'll live in harmonyyyyy...hahahahahahaha lagu.
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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Im with the 14/15years old(2007) first year. so... im like the oldest among them but dont look like the oldest. haihhhh... most of them are girls but the other first year class most of them are boys.only one two or three girls. pelik.
so anywayyy,
names: Luca, me, Kelly, Francesca, Valentina, Camilia, Alice
(Pronounce: Ah-Lee-Ce), Carlo Alberto, Fabio, Ale, Chiara, Eleonora, Nadia, Gisella, Charlotta, Sonia.
I hope i get the names right. the spelling i mean.
not in picture: Lorenzo, Monica, Angelica.
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3:31 AM
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Monday, January 7, 2008
24th December 2007. We are going to Torino. We have a Christmas Dinner there with a whole lot of relativesssss.. blehhhh..
We just got in the car already wanna take pict liaooooo=]
not even out of desenzano hungry liaooooo... so we stop by mcD to makan. hehehehehe. otw to Torino. sooooo Foggyyyyy. seriously cannot see anything. goshhhhh..!! maybe just the one car infront la. then there this part suddenly totally no fog wan. so weirdddd..!him. (i forgot what is his name.. he is cousin btw.)getting ready=] at the dinner.. so many ppl. and they are all FAMILY. goshhhh..the place was really really noisy. haihhh.. and there's a guy there playing the guitar and singing accompanied by some music from his laptop.one of the food served. but ofcourse not one person each that big la...its the last food served before dessert. so i was like soooo full. i x finish makan.that i dont know what meat.and suppose to exchange gifts at 12. but i guess the kids are sleepy wanna go home and very impatient already. at 1145pm already give out presents liao hahahahaha
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11:54 PM
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Sunday, January 6, 2008
My first week here in Italy was the hardest time for me here. It was really tiring. the time difference, the different climate, the different food, the different people, the different culture and the different language. Basically, eveything is different and it really worn me out. Back in Msia, it was hot hot hot. the sun is so annoying. back in Msia, i eat rice everyday. back in Msia, everyone understand most of the thing i say and i understand them too. I actually talk a lot. you can say, i WAS a loud person. and here in Italy, i have to get use to the cold weather, wear thick cloth everyday and i really really really love the sun. I eat bread and pasta everyday. Here, i dont understand most of the thing people here are saying and it really shut me up. Anyway, the first few days here. i go to bed at 8 or 9 at night. not only because im tired, its also because the sunset at like 4 or 5 pm. so at 8 pm, it felt like 10 pm malaysian time. i thought 2 months is going to be too long. but as days goes by, everything gets better. i guess i manage to adjust and get to use to this totally new place. normal days, i get up at 6am then take a public bus to school. Because it's a public bus so me and Alessandra still have to walk a distance to reach school. at 1030am, we have break. we also have lunch in school. lunch is at 1till 2pm. after lunch there's a free time and a homework time. School ends at 350pm. if we have a transport home, we go home straight. If we don't, we will be at the Salo town together with ale's friends and her boyfriend too sometime. that after school time is the time i dislike most here. why? i also don't really know why. maybe it's because of the kind of people we are with or maybe because i dont understand a thing they are saying. but i guess that's just how teenagers here are. anyway. the bus to desenzano comes only at five. Dinner is normally at 7 or 8. sometime even 9pm. then i go to bed. that is only my schedule on the weekdays. Ale told me that normally on saturday night, she will go out with her friends, maybe from 8 or 9 until when i dont know. it depends i guess.. so it's either i want to follow her or not. i get to choose.. So, on Sunday, all of us would wake up really late..hehhhh! i really love my family here in Italy, they have been really nice to me. It was by God's grace that i was put into this family.For mummy daddyyy.Mummy Daddyyy, Thank You so much for sending me on this AFS programme. my experience here have make me realise many things. i've learn a lot here. not only a new language or a new culture but i learn to appreciate too. thank you for all the thingssss you're done for me. for the things you've done just to send me on this program. i regret doing all the thing i shouldn't have done. i regret...... i dunno what i wanna say. i regret many thingss but what i regret most it that i did not tell you both that i love you everydayyyy. sorryyyy. i love you=]
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